alrights, i think i'm done with most of the template and stuff .
don't really know what's going on in here. :/
yup , bye blogger (i think.) :D
- haha, i just tried posting with blogger again . it getting me very irritated , awhile can, awhile screwed . -.-

First post :)

anw ,
i feel very screwed up today ; idk why.
just not myself .
i don't like the current me, being getting more and more forgetful . (of cus thats not the main reason why im feeling so ...... now lah . )
probably its moodswings as well .
AND, my camera is spoilt & needs to be sent for repair ): 



i seriously seriously needa start studying . #$%^#$%^&*!!
&& the blazers & motocycle jackets in victoria secret is very very niceeee! but very ex too ):
i'm kinda disappointed that i can't find one that i really liked , with reasonable price . sigh .

my heart feels heavy , very very very heavy ;
i feel very ..... alone ? solitude is probably the word. ( yeah, i know i'm not alone lah . but idk )
i don't know how to put them into words.
wanna just throw a big tantrum & vent out everything ..
but of course it would be very unreasonable to do so .
& i have already promised the dearest people around me that i won't repeat history again .
so.. i guess i just have to find another alternative .
- hm, why does the typing thing keep redirecting me upwards when i'm typing over here -.-
i think it would be easier putting on a smile to everything or something .
oh well, nevermind . :]